My Year of Magical Thinking:You turned into something beautiful!
“Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness yet become something beautiful.”
Yesterday was amazing! I was vibrating euphoria if that is a “thing”. I sat and actually observed the moments in my life that were strung together by beautiful synchronicities and prayed to God that I would be given the opportunity in this life to give gratitude for all that came before. I actually felt that the sun rose for me, that the birds were dancing in the sky above in a formation that was choreographed for me, and the stars were shining brightly only to accentuate what was going on in my soul.
Something was stirring my soul, all I could do was repeat over and over again- thank you, thank you, thank you to the divine energy that would allow me to experience such a moment. When I was at the lowest point, I would never in a million years think that this could ever be. When I faced a life without the most incredible unconditional love that I ever knew, I never thought in a million years that I would ever experience happiness again. When I wanted to end my world because the pain was too intense, I never thought in a million years that my life could turn into something as beautiful as what I felt yesterday. And, for those of you who are there, at the lowest point, at rock bottom, I am reaching out to you- grab on – I promise that the you make it through. Angels are everywhere. You may not see them, but they are. We do this together. We become together.
Yesterday, I experienced in life what I only read in books for so long. I sat in the presence of what would be perceived as ordinary interaction and collaboration, that could only be described as extraordinary in no uncertain terms. A collaborative dance of music, art and words that left me not only breathless but excited for what was to come. An invitation to live this life in an unbelievably amazing way. My life has turned into something beautiful and I am here to pay it forward- spinning with jubilation as it all just unfolds allowing me and so many others to just sparkle and shine. Look how we shine! Look all around, wake up, as a beautiful friend of mine says “enjoy the view” for it is here just for you!
Look mom, my life turned into something beautiful because I did not give up- Proud, Humbled, Curious and Excited! I feel your love and I love you my beautiful butterflies!!!! If that is not magical, I don’t know what is!!!